Done. That lose/gain cycle is MURDER, both emotionally and physically. I boxed myself in on the exercise plan because I know me. I need to have the guilt of someone waiting for me to keep me moving forward. I try not to think what it means that I'll do it for someone else I don't even really know but not for myself because it's good for me. Whatever. I'm working on the mental, too, but for now I'm using my politeness weakness against my inertia. :)

I hope it's inspirational. I hope that we can help each other.