Yes, that is me totally. It's like I cannot stop looking, as if that will make them magically appear for me, wrapped in ribbons and bows. ;)

I've managed to curb that desire for a lot of things (S&S, finding a goddamn icon of Marshall Mann in that green scarf from 3x01, etc). Must cut out the E!. I know, that makes me sound like an E! addict, which could be SO misinterpreted!